2005-08-16

has time stopped moving?

I think my lack of social interaction with people that are not my relatives is turning me into a loon. Granted, I am having a good time, strangely enough, but any more lounging about I may lose my will to live. I don't even have much desire to see anyone, do anything. Somehow, I just don't particularly care. Its kinda weird.

My mom may sell me her toyota, which would be exciting. I've never had a car before. If she does, I will probably go to northern california to get my books from Di's house in about 2 weeks, as soon as my thesis is signed off. That also means that I will probably have to get dinner with my Irish ex-boyfriend Paddy. We still email. He lives on the way, if I take the 101 (which, of course I will, even if I just tell myself it is because it is more scenic). It's been a long time, but the thought of seeing him kinda makes me ill, because, well, just because.

On the good side, I just finished the last revisions of the body of my thesis. I almost think that my professor started to enjoy re-writing my last chapter. He changed so much that I had to go back and read it again, only to discover that my opinions on several issues have now completely reversed themselves. Good thing I don't care. All that remains is to write the conclusion and re-do the intro. I have until the 26th, so it should be very do-able.

xanthium at 3:31 p.m.

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