2005-10-25

The Search may be drawing to an end!

Very exciting news--I'm going to have my first real job interview since the beginning of The Search! It's to be some kind of an assistant for a university exchange program. The job description isn't exactly thrilling, sounds like I'll mostly be writing letters, but it is a start, and I can make good contacts. It's in S@nta B@rbara, so I'm going to drive up there on Thursday morning for the interview and stay the night. I would be very exciting to move up there; I'd never really considered it before. My brother went to school there, so I've visited. It is a very beautiful part of California. We'll see, I guess.

I've decided I may as well make a weekend of it, so I'm going to drive up the rest of the way to the Bay Area for a couple of days and visit Di. I'm really excited, because we haven't hung out in ages. I have been meaning to go, but it is really far from San Diego (about a ten hour drive). Since S@anta B@rbara is the half-way point, I figure I may as well go now. I wrote an email to my exboyfriend Paddy and asked him if he wanted to meet for dinner since he lives on the way, and I have felt ill ever since. That is also another reason I haven't gone up there yet--because we are now "friends," so if I pass though his area, as a friend, I have to let him know and go see him. I feel rather nervous about the prospect. I don't know that it will help me get over it and "move on". Maybe it will--maybe I'll have no feelings or something. Maybe.

xanthium at 5:25 p.m.

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